"i should never think what's in your heart, what's in our home, it's all i want"

only a matter of days untill half term; thank god!

i just can't wait to get out of this god forsaken town. im going to france for the week with family, so that should take my mind of things, and let me enjoy myself and have fun.

im being optomistic at the moment. looking at the good side of life; instead of focusing on the bad. it makes me happy to feel this way, since i havn't felt this sort of feeling in a long time.

its weird, my mood swings keep changing, one minute i could be really happy and the next depressed. im just going through that stage lol.

and and, luke has got back in good terms with me! we are actually talking like best chums again! im so happy to have him back in my life. i know its not the same as going out, but atleast that we are talking, laughing and meeting up as mates. that's better than having no-contact from someone you care about at all.

i keep listening to soft music like robert pattinson and just calm composing tunes recently.

puts me in the relaxing mood; that helps me think clearly and understand my thoughts.

well i think im going to have a geek moment. im going to play harry potter on the ps2 with my mother now (: haha.