okay. im now single again, no suprise there. im just glad it happend sooner than later, because i didn't love him and im glad that we both found that out and continue with our frienship.
valentines day is just around the corner, and i guess this year i will be alone; yet again. that doesn't bother me much since i have never had someone on valentines day. maybe robert pattinson might just find me and write me a love letter and take me out to dinner, now that would be worth waiting for!
well i finally know my decision and im not going to give up on my true love. even tho that we have been apart and he has moved on, my heart will still belong to him; forever. i just wish that one day i can be back in his arms safe and warm while he watches over me while i sleep. untill that day, i will continue to take the complicated bullshit that keeps heading my way due to problems at his school, however my feelings and affections to him will never change. no-one can capture the 100% of my heart as he did and still has, and im willing to wait for that moment he once promised me that we would get back together in due time when we are both ready for a serious and committed relationship. he was my first love, my first kiss and i want him to be my last. from deep down in my heart i will always love you no matter what. im in love with you luke, and always will be untill my heart stops beating and my last breath will breath your name.
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