im new to blogging but i have heard it helps you express yourself, so i thought i might start and post some blogs.
well its 12:55 in the afternoon, and im off school ill.
i have recently experianced the feeling of love. my first proper boyfriend, a serious one.
maybe it was because we are too young for the committed relationship we was having but im heartbroken now. four months later, and its like we are back to the start; im trying to win over that amazing friendship we had before any of this happend.
the truth is, im never going to get over him. he was my world; he found my broken self who didnt know what she was looking for untill he came along and changed everything.
everyone is telling me to move on and be thankfull that we are still really close friends, but i cant move on, all the memories we shared; my first love, my first kiss. how am i suppose to just give up and forget that?
he has gave me hope tho, saying that maybe in a year when he grows up and matures enough to be more committed to this relationship, we could carry it on. i hope for that ever so much. i know that there isnt alot of decent men out there these days, who are like gentlemen like us girls want. but he was. if any of you have heard of the twilight saga and read about the most breathtaking man ever to be created whos a vampire (whats a bonus) you will understand that he my lover was exacually like that.
i just hope; well i more than hope it turns out for the best and i will be back in his arms, safe and warm, soon.
x
well its 12:55 in the afternoon, and im off school ill.
i have recently experianced the feeling of love. my first proper boyfriend, a serious one.
maybe it was because we are too young for the committed relationship we was having but im heartbroken now. four months later, and its like we are back to the start; im trying to win over that amazing friendship we had before any of this happend.
the truth is, im never going to get over him. he was my world; he found my broken self who didnt know what she was looking for untill he came along and changed everything.
everyone is telling me to move on and be thankfull that we are still really close friends, but i cant move on, all the memories we shared; my first love, my first kiss. how am i suppose to just give up and forget that?
he has gave me hope tho, saying that maybe in a year when he grows up and matures enough to be more committed to this relationship, we could carry it on. i hope for that ever so much. i know that there isnt alot of decent men out there these days, who are like gentlemen like us girls want. but he was. if any of you have heard of the twilight saga and read about the most breathtaking man ever to be created whos a vampire (whats a bonus) you will understand that he my lover was exacually like that.
i just hope; well i more than hope it turns out for the best and i will be back in his arms, safe and warm, soon.
x
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